Reinvention: A celebration of life

January 17, 2012

Moments

I’ve always loved birthdays. My early childhood memories are filled with big parties full of family and friends; beautiful birthday cakes, a pretty new dress, and the gifts, of course the gifts. As I got older, I carried with me the belief that birthdays were a time to laugh, have fun, and to celebrate life. It wasn’t just about a special day to celebrate me, it was a celebration of  life; the wonder and beauty of it all. At least it used to be that way, up to a few years ago when turning 40 was a reality that I didn’t want to face.

When I came face to face with 40, I wrote a letter in defiance: 40 would not get the best of me. But today, on the eve of my 41st, I have to admit that I wasn’t as defiant as I painted myself out to be. In some ways, I gave in to all I feared.

It would be easy to be sad about it, to be upset at myself for it, but along with the realization that I didn’t accomplish quite what I intended to, is the realization that the arrival of my 41st year is about much more than the 365 days that preceded it; it encompasses a lifetime of amazing.

In my life…

I’ve made mistakes and learned their lessons. Some I even repeated just to be sure.

I’ve felt fear and faced it head on, sometimes getting knocked right on my ass.

I’ve risked everything I had for the chance to get everything I wanted and came out of it with everything and nothing all at once.

Most importantly…

I’ve reinvented myself more times than I can count. My appreciation for life has been so great, I’ve wanted to experience all of it.

So as the clock inches towards midnight, I reinvent myself again. I leave 40 at the door, thank it for its time, and make room for Libby 41.0.

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About Libby Julia

Libby Juliá-Vázquez is a writer and communications professional, living life in Chicago, one random moment at a a time.

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3 Comments on “Reinvention: A celebration of life”

  1. B.Searle Says:

    Happy Birthday Libby!

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  1. Excuses, excuses: The problem with “It is what it is” and “That’s just how I am” | Moments in My Head - April 15, 2013

    [...] Stuck is merely a state of mind. You can decide what it is. And as far as who you are? You can reinvent yourself any time you’re ready to take the risks and make the sacrifices [...]

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