I’ve been feeling really cheated lately. I feel that I have spent my life working my ass off for everything that I have and I’m exhausted. I’m no longer seeing what I have as blessings but as compensation for all I put in to this thing called life.
I look around me at the amazing surprises that happen in the lives of others and I keep wondering, when is life going to surprise me?
I want so badly to take a break, to rest my mind, to feel some peace and to give it all up to fate. I want to wake up tomorrow and be in awe about something in my life, not because I’ve finally been rewarded by my decisions and constant struggle, but just because life decided to surprise me.
Is this too much to ask?